last week i felt compelled to call him so i did.... The conversation was weird but what do you expect that's Daniel for you... well anyway i just needed to get that call out of the way.. The reason for the intensity of this whole ordeal was that his picture fell from my wall days ago around 3 in the morning and the first thought in my mind was that i guess we are over, he fell off..... but when i awoken that morning to find that my picture also fell off the wall that night maybe a little after his, falling right on top of his.... they were stuck together and i thought what the hell does this mean.. are we trying to hold on to each other or something.. maybe that's why i can't get him off my mind at times.. I know break ups take time to heal but this is over processed in a way..i need to heal already... well any way he called last night because he wanted to chill with me.. thank god i didn't pick up when he called because between the 5 mins that passed he called another friend and decided to hang out with him instead.... so this buys me some time to get my thoughts together.... Honestly, i don't really want him to hang with me i really just want him to chase me around for awhile until i get tired not the other way around....blah
off to work.................HT that is..
<3paix
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