i knew i was going to get fucked over

i woke up yesterday and i knew it was the day i was going to get fucked over... and boy was i right.... here it goes...

yesterday was Daniel's birthday so i called him around noon to wish him a happy birthday and to see if we were still on for tonight(which we made plans to chill two days before) and he said yeah..."i'm not going to leave now..it might be too much traffic".haha riight at noon..i didn't want to start anything so i said "whenever you feel like coming down, i'll be here all day"...wrong response to say now that i think about it... so i borrowed ten bucks from lugie to get some vegan mozzarella cheese for this lasanga i made for him and went to the supermarket to get him a non vegan cake....i got all dolled up and waited.. waited some more...now mind you it's 8 pm....so i called him to see if he was still going to come by and he said yeah i'll stop by around 11 or 12 and i said 11 or 12 thats pretty late.. so i guess you could just stop by and get the stuff i got you then.. he responds "stuff".. i said yeah i got you some things for your birthday... so he was like okay i'll call you when i'm on my way down there... next he called me around 9 to ask if i would get him some weed and i said NO!.. i'm not calling Bobby and he got pissed and hung up the phone.. and i was like whatever... so now it's 12:40 in the morning and Martin called to get the directions to my house and guess who finally calls...i didnt click over because at this point Martin is waaay more important then he was.... so i laid there for about 10 mins and i said let me call this kid back to see what he has to say.... so this is how it went down.. he asked who was so important that i couldn't click over and i told him that's none of your business and then he began to get all pissy like ooo you're giving your boyfriend directions to come over there when i'm supposed to be there with you.... i laughed so hard and i said "i don't have a boyfriend" then that got him even more mad when i said that.. and then he said "it's my fucking birthday and your about to hang out wiht some other kid" and i said it's not even your birthday anymore" and then he started to call me a "FUCKING ASSHOLE"... and then hung up the phone... i couldn't believe what just happened and i was still laughing a little bit..so i called him back and i was like "are you kidding me" and told him that it was just fucking martin and he was coming down here to give me his metrocard because we switched hours and i had no way of getting to work on friday.. then he was like why didn't you just say that before and i said because it really wasn't any of your business that's why... and then i said i'm the fucking asshole huh?..when in this case you are the fucking asshole because i took off of work to hang out with you and you fucking played me.... he felt so stupid and was like "i didn't know that, why didn't you tell me".. what a fucking douche and then he goes "ooo what are you doing tomorrow" and i said working....Now Martin was calling so i told him i gotta go they are outside waiting for me and he was like i'll call you tomorrow....

are you kidding me this is who i wanted to be with an inconsiderate piece of shit.... i don't understand why he is so concerned on who i'm fucking when i didn't once ask him where he was the whole fucking day.... we are not in a relationship so why are you getting uptight.... so i'm throwing in the towel because it's been three years and we have been on this chapter way tooo long.....

we are two totally different people with totally different goals in life... i have to focus on school and getting into medical school.. i have no time for this little kid game... so you can get your gift and the little bit of cake that lugie left for you and kick some damn rocks..... because i'm taking myself out of this round....

<3peace