Tuesday, May 26, 2009
FML
ahhh my life once again is falling apart.. i wish i had someone to talk to or just hold me for awhile.... i wish i didn't invest so much time or assume so much because whenever you do you just end up looking like a fool in the end.. is it worth sending in all these stupid college applications all over again.. Ive missed so many deadlines and i don't think i can withstand another semester out.. maybe i should just give up on the higher education so i can show my parents that i am a failure and simply a waste of space... i just want to graduate and move on with my life..i want to feel like i amount to something or someone.....
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I haven't finished school yet either, neither has zanida, or louise, or my other friend val. We've all been out for a while, off and on, or indecisive about things. Richard hasn't either, I'm not excusing our decisions, I'm just saying it's okay to not be done yet and to not be in school fulltime. You WILL go back and you WILL finish and whether it takes more time than you expected or not, it's okay, as long as YOU know you will do it. Don't try to live up to other people's expectations, whether its your parents or anyone else, otherwise you'll never feel accomplished. I love you, I know you can do it <3
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