give me a break...

was the title of my bulletin on myspace.. and i thought that was what i needed but maybe i need realization more.... so this past week has been rough emotionally and physically but mostly emotionally....

I'm not happy like i was maybe because i had no worries when i was younger.. and I'm getting older plus it's approaching very soon for me..... My 24Th birthday is on Friday and all i can remember is me mouthing off to my mother how pointless and miserable my life is, to have my whole world turned upside and taken from me.. like i was useless or a gain on someone else expense, which they thought it would be....

Just to let you fuckers know you picked the right person to steal from because i DON'T HAVE ANYTHING.. NO MONEY... NO FANCY CLOTHES, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING but an empty checking account.. so the jokes on you because i hope you are as dump as you are for stealing my wallet and my new cellphone, (that wont help you either because Verizon doesn't use Sim cards so my phone is a waste), to use my check card again so you'll be arrested and I'm DEFIANTLY going to press charges since i meant nothing to you but a free ride.... ASSHOLE/S!.....

In any case last night wasn't a complete waste... Lugie and I made it to the Kevin Devine show which was amazing and a little uplifting..Being back in my hometown of Brooklyn<333!, a few blocks away from our old stomping grounds... Lugie and Monty are insane for doing the SOuji boy SUPERMAN dance on stage before Kevin's set.. hahaha... Seeing Brian Bonz again after so many yeeeeaaarsss..that was pretty sweet.. hahaha.... it was great to be in the presence of old friends....AND I LOVE ALL OF MY NEW FRIENDS<333!... maybe i didn't appreciate you guys enough for being there for me when i felt that i was all alone.....so here is to you guys<3333!.....CHEERS<3!!!!

so let's try this again...i think 24 wont be all that bad since 23 sucked in the closing...hahaha.....

<3paix