SuperBad

was a pretty funny movie....hahaha

Lugie and i went to city to spend his money, catch a movie and just chill..... i found 20 bucks at UNIQLO....YAY! and then i lost 5 at the fallafal spot..AWW!... but whatever...you have to lose some to gain some...blah

i don't want to go to work today.. i just want to sit on my ass... i think i should try and look for another job.....maybe a school job or something.. so i can have my weekends off but I'm going to miss my discount thou... i don't know maybe after Christmas or something.....

so i had the weirdest dream last night and most of them involved Daniel in it....we were getting out of his car and he had these leather gloves on..don't ask me why.... but we were holding hands and we entered this place and he was just being crazy Daniel..doing things to make me laugh... i chilled downstairs at this nail salon while he went upstairs to smoke or something...so later this place turned into a camera store operation and got shut down..so i called Daniel to see if he left me but he didn't...he told me he was upstairs and he was coming down to get me... i don't know when lugie arrived but he was on his way home and i asked Daniel if he would drive lugie home since we were in rockville center or something in my dream, don't ask me why we were there....and Daniel caught an attitude, so this seemed more like Daniel... lugie said he didn't mind finding his way home but i was like can we at least drop him off at the bus stop.. i felt bad leaving lugie like that but for some strange reason i went with Daniel....and then i woke up

i kind of think this dream symbolized that Daniel is not the right person for me because when he is around i tend to distant myself from the people i love just to be with him...i'm not a good person when he enters my life because all i try to do is keep him when he makes it clear that he doesn't want to stay and then when he leaves i feel like shit again.... i don't need someone like that.....

<3peace