the one with the wurlitzer

so i skipped my anatomy class today as if i was passing it..... i don't get it. i wanted this so bad.. i do i did... but it's all slipping away.. i'm not as young as i was before and all i want to do is get a real job and be independent.. i use to be so sure of myself.. i can do it.. it's tough but i'll make it... i feel bad for just throwing my money away like that.. applying to school.. but whatever i'll just be a part time student or something..... i don't know maybe i need to start finding a real job but enjoying life the way i chose to....