someday you will die and someone is going to steal your heat

so today i feel so much better.. like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulder and trust me i haven't felt this good since.... i don't even remember.... my livejournal entry was depressing and i think i depressed a lot of other people when they actually read it.....

I felt a little bad because i made Daniel feel horrible because i kind of blamed him for my unhappiness... so i had to make things right and we talked and i explained to him that he is one of the main reasons why i'm happy... i love the kid but somethings i'm just to intense for myself.....

i'm kind of liking this blogger thing because no one other than Lugie and probably a few other people could read this.. it's sort of like a secret in a way....

Modest Mouse new album is frickin amazing if i don't get fired today from Spencers i might just pick it up tomorrow...blah

Miguel is pretty cool i ran into him (literally speaking) on the field and we chilled for awhile since i was running errons for my boss at the communication lab..... yeah we talked and this was actaully the first time we have ever been alone without the whole crew... he's pretty cool but like i said before no one believes i'm 23....lol

alright i'm going back to studying for my anatomy lab exam on wednesday....