These Days....

It's so funny or so inspiring that i've finally regained myself back... i'm not all that needy like i was before and i have this new confidence that just reminds me of when i was young... i'm loving life again and i can't wait to head to San Francisco on Saturday.. YAY thats going to be pretty kick ass..... i'm in love with myself again and i plan on taking this ride to the top.. so meet me there.HA!.....

Ghost.....

so it's official i'm heading home on Monday.... i need to get my leg healed and i want to spend time with my mother before i'm stuck here in Plattsburgh for another three months....

ahhh this AC in the library feels sooo good... i'm hoping i can suck up as much cool air before heading back to my apartment that feels like a sauna sitting in an oven...

10 page paper report to be typed and finished so i can just sit back and read "One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest", Ken Kesey is the man, man!..ha

Burial

so i quit my job yesterday and i'm still recovering from my injury but life seems good at the moment. It's something about getting up at 5 in the morning to watch subterranean for some new music, which is making me feel like this summer might not be at all a waste. I got injured i hated my job and i felt my summer slipping away... So maybe i'll stick around Plattsburgh for awhile and then head my way home at the end of the month and hopefully find myself on the west coast by then... I think things may start to look up from here...sooo let's see how long this last....

Last Songs....

Man life is amazing♥!!!.... i have that feeling once again... this is going to be good...

So last night we had another one of our house parties but this time Wilber got waaay too trashed.. not a good look man.. Panha was pissed and angrily told everyone to leave when i already told them they had to go.. ha what a night man... I'm so happy that my leg is healing i can move around without the crutches but i still keep them near just in case... I adore Tom♥! he is the raddest kid i know right now.... I haven't met any in a really really long time..So last night Tom brought back some awesome bud (the hairs and crystals are well defined with a strong skunky citrus mint scent)...YUMMIE♥! ha and today is his Birthday...Happy Birthday Kiddo♥!.. so basically thats all i've been doing while on disability which is lame but i have gotten a lot of work done and i plan on doing some more work....Back to real life tomorrow when i return to class and work... I wish i could have went to class though...blah!

Well Tom and I just finished smoking a bowl and i'm really liking this bud.. so good..... anyway, I truly appreciate the people that i've surrounded myself with lately... they make me happy or maybe it's just that i am happy...finally i'm happy

Spoke to my niece earlier this afternoon she's heading to camp tomorrow and hopefully she'll send me out a letter soon..We've been writing to each other... I'm going to make her a heart design bracelet... Panha has made me a work board to keep me busy while i've been confined to this house.. i've made three bracelets so far....i'm on a roll..ha!

i love my family and i adore my roommates♥!

Where are your wings?!.....

I could listen to this song on heavy rotation<3... it's so beautiful. it just makes this three day disability a walk through the park. This isolation wont keep me down as long as this plays into my ears, i'm all goodzz....

So i'm not going to dwell so much on this whole thing because it has its perks.. i can relax, rest, read, write, find music to love.... just like my old life while not neglecting my studies...

I've been so i don't know.... just hating everything like my job. I feel this week is going to be pretty rad. hopefully when i go in on monday they'll give me some substantial work to complete for a change. ...........................................................................................................

I just rolled the prefect joint im so proud of myself.. today is starting off pretty chill already....

Double Entry...

I was feeling a little better about life until the meeting i had with my boss and her boss this afternoon... I already knew it.. I'm an easy read of people, i swear sometimes... i think I'm just going to lay low for awhile and not be seen until I'm ready...you cloud my judgement...sometimes

Island, IS

So I'm back at despair...sadly... i need to get away, just for awhile...