this air...

i've made a fool of myself in front of you with my extemporaneous behavior and I entreat to justify my actions... When i proposed the notion of running for Mr. Plattsburgh, was not to offend you or ridicule you it was to galvanize. You're a hidden talent, sort of like that gem people have discussed of finding, and i wanted to share that and that I acknowledge your existence....

When the Rain comes...

i miss you so much and i'm sorry for leaving you....get better so i can wrap my arms around you♥!!!!!......

I held on to the hopes of holding you....

I told myself i'll leave you alone but after you insisted on accompanying me to the Downer last night i couldn't resist...ha! We talked all night about philosophy while we sipped on Dream Tea... i might have dreamt about you last night but maybe i forced myself to.. who knows but i think it was real cute of you to stop by today to ask how my dreams were.. so once again whyyyyy are you only 19?!!!!!!... just my luck lmao

Surprise Party...

I totally bombed my poetry exam!.... so upsetting.. i should have reviewed over spring break but yet i didn't because I'm terrible so i think I'll be kissing that A goodbye... it's crunch time... 7 weeks left of the semester and i plan on kicking butt... I'm here for a reason and i want to stay here and get this part of my life done with!!!! so I'll be up studying tonight good thing i don't have class until 11 tomorrow if my professor doesn't cancel it again which i wish he would i could get so much work done if he does...

oooh and I'm in love again....... GROWN UPS♥!---- are my new favorite band........

An Opportunity.....(how appropriate)

I don't get why you care so much when all it seems to me is that you just enjoy putting me down.. for once give me inspiration give me strength.. accept me for who i am and not who you think you want me to be.......

together in hopes....

i feel like something big is about to happen..........

I totally copped out of German Literature when my professor went on a rambling of injustice and directed the question to me about should we get involved and i responded with an "I don't know"... what i should have said was what types of involvement are you referring to.. Haiti is a touchy subject when you ask should we get involved i think we shouldn't forget about Haiti and their people because of the fact that they are still hungry and afraid but i don't understand the level of your involvement... i would personally love to travel over there and try to rebuild their cities, teach their children but i don't want to force my beliefs or model their government to be run like the government i've despised for as long as i can remember. when you asked an American if they want to get involved they usually want to change the structure of a country's government with theirs in mind. Which is a terrible idea because Haitian life is very different from American life and they have always lived their lives in this manner so its up to them to figure out what they want out of their government but with this comes rebels sooo this makes it extremely sticky. I believe maybe a little supervision but not to the point where we are calling all the shots but honestly i truly don't know......