This new year...

It's going to be different.
I'm going to try to do this right....

<3paix

so okay...

i have one more paper to write and then i am home free but i need to start it since it is due on friday the 21st.... which poems to write about.. i have no clue.... but i will in a few.. oooo i just ryhmed...lmao

i realized what was missing from my life it's not Daniel it's weed my first love... i need to get some and regain my sanity pronto....blah

<3paix

Frances de la Tour

i would love to study English and French History at Cambridge or even Oxford but yet i can't help to keep my grades up or even keep myself motivated enough to bring myself to class... i'm doomed to fail in my own self righteousness unfortunately.... if i had a reason a goal which i have so many, to deal with my life and work to achieve my hopes and further my education..... I don't know... professor wan and i know i blame her for everything but she does have justible cause in my discision on how much i do not like queens college. I try to give myself hope and say maybe when i move up in the program i might be better off, well i hope, until then i guess i have to remember why i am doing this.....

<3paix

waffles<3!...yum

today is the first time i had waffles after becoming a vegan.. yum vegan waffles.. went to trader joes yesterday and i got some sweet stuff..i even got Tofurkey.. i can't wait to try it.. i think i'll save it for christmas.. if i could stick to my diet then i'll be fine....

so today was day 2 of my jogging and i'm feeling good about this... i haven't smoked a cig in 3 days and i feel if i could stop smoking weed until i find a new job that would be even more OWOSOME (in the words of New York)...lmao.. i could even apply at BEST BUY.. OOOOOOO...lmao

well i've been giving this some thought and i think Lugie and I are waaaay too close and in this result Lugie believes he could talk down or anyway to me... I don't disrespect you and treat you like a child so why must you talk so shitty towards me... dont compare me with the respect level of daddie because i do sacrifice a lot just to make you happy and all you do is BITCH and moan... so i think this Anthony Green show will be the last event i'll be attending with him.. i have to start doing my own thing.....

<3paix