if you're into it....

i adore you i really do.. i wonder why i do sometimes... but i love when you come over and we have a lot of fun.. i love the way i can seduce you to lay with me.. haha i love the way you love the way i have the power of seducing you...lol.. i adore you and i miss just being around you.... one day and i hope it's soon that you realize that i'm the perfect girl for you.. we're a perfect match in so many ways.. i believe it's true because we are<333!......but until that day

<3peace

once again

he played me like a fool.. i didn't want to hang with him but then i sorta did want too.... i called him twice no answer he called me back, i was upstairs and then called him back three more times through out the day... what a prick i kinda did want to jam today..... why do i put up with you.....

Got lost getting to ikea but found a shorter way to get home but yeah...pretty sweet i think i want an ikea apartment..they all were so cool....

i need to get out of this town... i think when i graduate with my B.S. i'm moving to oregon for awhile.....portugal the man is pretty groovey...i'm feeling this<3!...

so i kinda didn't know that new zealand was by australia... hahaha i'm a moron
hey you learn something new everyday....


<3peace

well...

i had sex this morning and not with daniel... i'm such a dirty whore and i know it... hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

<3peace

i don't want to wait in vain for your love....

i don't get it.... i'm sorry if someone broke up with me three years ago i think i would have gotten over it by now.. so why are you holding on?.... she's right Daniel you are a "...pathetic piece of shit".... grow up and stop wasting your life on a girl who doesn't even care if you are alive... i don't know what you want me to say when you are basically doing the same thing she did to you but to me and that really blows... now i see how you really feel... i just wish you could have been real instead of leading me on for 3 fucking years.. what a douche... and you still don't want to talk about it... you insult me over the phone and compare our relationship to the non relationship you had with her... you guys were just dating... get over her becaue if you don't you'll lose everything and miss out on a lot of possibilites and opportunities... even after me.... just get on with your life.....


<3peace

heatwave

i'm tired and too hot for this... i'm going to go smoke......

<3peace

Breathe, just breathe

i'm lonely... and fairy tales make me cry

i wish my love life was as perfect, like a happy ending.. sometimes i wish you were prince charming.. then reality begins to set in and destroys my delicate world of hope....

i believe in love and thats the only thing i've ever believed in because that's the only thing that could be true.... and i know it's real.. i feel in my bones between my muscles and in my heart....wrapped around my fingertips and dancing off my beautiful strands of hair....

"life without love is no life at all"....

i wished i was loved<3333!....

<3peace