i thought i would call it home

such a fool........ i need to figure a lot out.. getting to old for this.....

Life is Fucked sometimes................

It just BAFFLES me on how some people and their immature mentally are.. get YOUR PRIORITIES right!... My best Friend since i was a little girl has flipped her script and she IS self destruction... i feel so bad for her children because they are the ones suffering under her madness... it's not they're fault for being here if you didn't want them you should have WRAPPED UP... i told her many many times before never burn your bridges especially the bridges that has helped and forgave you so many times... The days when you were roaming the streets selling yourself you're children were dressed, feed and sheltered due to some awesome people that had your back.... it's just a shame that families and friends are torn apart because of immature and spiteful behaviors... we're not here to put you DOWN we were only here TO HOLD YOU UP and WE WISH you knew that... i FUCKING LOVE YOU with all my heart you are still my SISTER but this is bullshit and those children need their MOMMIE/MOTHER not some smoke fiend.... our hearts go out for those poor babies<3!

Somethings in life…

I love my new phone… iPhones are just kick ass man…


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so i think...

i've been hit with the Beatles-mania.... this week i've bought 6 remasters... thanx Target

how about an update...

things are pretty much the same on my side of the world but its just starting to get a little better i say.. i'm officially single and ready to mingle, well i've always been single according to Lookman...lol but i'm trying to get myself back into school hopefully SUNY New Paltz to finish up my Education Degree in the Spring... and pretty much I'm just a girl living in a big city who is trying to get out on the world, financially.. hahaha sounds like something MTV would write... blaaaah....lol

extremely sad...

my niece and sister stumbled on an amazing creation, three baby kittens and their mother living in my neighbors basement window... for almost a week now I've been feeding them but the thing is my parents are against pets and i truly want to keep them but i can't so that's where you the reader come in and take these precious little creatures off my hands.... if you are interested I'll constantly check my blog to see if there is any takers but at the end of the week I'm going to have to take them in to the North Shore shelter because i can't see for these guys to be alone in the streets when they learn how to leave the nest.......

sounds sort of weird..

but i miss that EERIE feeling of driving through and around Long Island... my bike has kept me close to home.. i miss those wild summer nights..........