Get it out of your head.....

There are so many emotions are running through me but first i want to say i MADE IT!.. YAY!.. i'm 25 and life seems a little different... Start off fresh...........

What are You Dylan in My House?.....

It amazes me in the choices that we choose in life. Did you every imagine yourself at this point in your life.. I feel like i should contact all the people that i left behind in my journey... I wouldn't have pictured my life like this.. feeling of content.. at peace with myself... even thou I'm a little nervous that i'm getting closer to being my own person... What do i do. Should i run out and buy some new clothes or grow out my hair.. to transform into a new me someone mature.. i'm afraid but a little anxious to go out in to the real world with real dramas and real love.... Ahhh i'm going to be 25.. that's really scary... lol

Well i'm on my way for something big i just need to keep my faith and it all will play out<3!.................

Mello Mello.......

I can't wait to finally meet you.... i hope you look as beautiful as Trice<3!.... aww i can't wait..... I was so surprised that a lot of people showed up to the baby shower today, except for the older bros Spud and Dez...... i'm pretty bummed that my brother Ismaeel could not be here to celebrate his beautiful creation..... I wish the Navy could have flew him home for just one day i hope Trice can hold out for a few more days so he can be here with her<3!.. I LOVE my beautiful family<3!..............


Dez just walked in.....Niiice<3!.....

you never met me<3!...

An entry ooo my it feels like it's been forever... and it has so i really need to update you..... i'm working at the YMCA this summer and hopefully a position in the fall.... i still go to Queens and i'm through with Daniel.... A lot went down in the past few months that shouldn't have happened....All i can say is a precious life was lost.. what a shame...

I'm beginning to be and feel happy and i want to enjoy every bit of it.. I haven't been smitten by a guy in this way in a long time and i hope if nothing ever comes between us romantically that we will build an awesome friendship out of our hate for each other.. I enjoy work because of him... he'll be nameless until yeah or until i feel like spilling the beans.. hahaha

God bless....

i can't wait to meet my beautiful nephew.. any day now....

i just wanted to use the mac....

so I'm sitting in someones class but i didn't have a clue it was a class until i looked around and saw everyone doing the same program... i just wanted to use the mac.. I've become so use to it since not having a computer and being forced to harass lugie for his... i can't wait till i can afford my very own.. this summer...

spoke to Tania last night i haven't seen her in years and that's pretty sad since she is my first born and all... need to visit her soon<3!...

did horrible on my chem exam which sucks.. i woke up and felt like shit.. i got my period and a cold.. sucks to be me....
well bio in 45 minutes maybe i will get some sushi that always make feel a little bit better about my day...

i think i should leave before the professor figures out that i don't belong here...

until we meet again.. i adore you MAC<3!....lol

<3paix

Break....

i think last week was much needed.. i basically did absolutely nothing and i got to chill with my friends which was awesome... had a 420 party with scary movies, chilled in the city with Alison, lugie and Tokyo Police Club for Earth Day.. worked and did more of nothing... beautiful weather with beautiful people.. Alison, Cathy and I went to witches brew on saturday night ran into Malcolm who they swear is Gay..lol.. good times i adore my friends.. i can't wait to summer..

what a suckie day to return to suckie school... three more weeks left..YAY<3!


I adore them so much<33333333333333333!



<3paix

life....

just seems as if it is slipping through my hands at times... i wanna catch it but it's just way to quick for me to grasp... i wish i understood more i wished i love more.. i wish i learned more.. i wish i enjoyed more......i wish

spring brings home so much possibilities of what could come or what i have in store.....

they really make me happy<3333333!

<3paix