Where are your wings?!.....

I could listen to this song on heavy rotation<3... it's so beautiful. it just makes this three day disability a walk through the park. This isolation wont keep me down as long as this plays into my ears, i'm all goodzz....

So i'm not going to dwell so much on this whole thing because it has its perks.. i can relax, rest, read, write, find music to love.... just like my old life while not neglecting my studies...

I've been so i don't know.... just hating everything like my job. I feel this week is going to be pretty rad. hopefully when i go in on monday they'll give me some substantial work to complete for a change. ...........................................................................................................

I just rolled the prefect joint im so proud of myself.. today is starting off pretty chill already....

Double Entry...

I was feeling a little better about life until the meeting i had with my boss and her boss this afternoon... I already knew it.. I'm an easy read of people, i swear sometimes... i think I'm just going to lay low for awhile and not be seen until I'm ready...you cloud my judgement...sometimes

Island, IS

So I'm back at despair...sadly... i need to get away, just for awhile...

For Sebastian From A Friend......

I want my mommie back...my sweet sweet mother. it's not the same, you're not the same and i'm not the same...like before.....

DARK RIFT......

AHH! what was that about?!!.. Last week was entirely enriched with stress. It was as if that terrible energy was at a pull for my existences.not cool...

I'm really starting to consider that maybe after my last two semesters here as an undergrad maybe it's time for my own apartment. so I need to start looking for one. I can't live with MEAT eaters especially tons of them.. They eat meat EVERYDAY.. sooo grossss.. i know, i know i'm just being one of those vegans but the germs we share or more like it the germs they're sharing with me... makes me grossed out to wonder..i wish they were at least Vegetarians...ha my life.... well anyway i'm going to change the subject before i am forced to not eat because of this constant reminder...


blah blah blah i've been so stressed about everything, mom; being sick and me not being there, me; trying to start a my new life out here for awhile.. but i'm still so excited and last week just bombarded me with tiredness... hopefully this upcoming week will be better... i haven't been a real adult so....this working and going to school stuff has gotten the best of me.. i need to start taking those vitamins again and watching my diet... but tonite i've decided to hang out and hit up this cupcake contest.. 5 buck and all you can eat..lmao... i hope there's tons of vegan cupcakes to choose from...lol

my new playlist is coming along...niiicely

this air...

i've made a fool of myself in front of you with my extemporaneous behavior and I entreat to justify my actions... When i proposed the notion of running for Mr. Plattsburgh, was not to offend you or ridicule you it was to galvanize. You're a hidden talent, sort of like that gem people have discussed of finding, and i wanted to share that and that I acknowledge your existence....

When the Rain comes...

i miss you so much and i'm sorry for leaving you....get better so i can wrap my arms around you♥!!!!!......