Wednesday, March 4, 2009

open close open....

maybe you're right maybe i have no fucking clue of what I'm talking about but i do know one thing i want to live more love more laugh more if its with or without you.. I'll be here to pull you out of a rout and all but you need to help me out a little.. i don't know if I'm coming or I'm going the only thing i know is that I'm growing and sometimes i believe we are growing apart.... so we can either make the best of it or just not.... life is a funny thing..................

ummmm Maps & Atlases...lol

So it was really good seeing my boy Dave again..i thought he forgot about me but when he texted to see if i was coming out to chill i felt like YAAAAY.. he didn't forget me..lol... so anyways Stacy and i went down there hung out with him we didn't go to his friend Dave's apartment which was not to far from Southpaw but after the first time i hung out with him and his friends at his friend Dave's apartment i felt like i was being watched in a way but not really i was just paranoid i guess because it was my first time hanging with a ton of boys that i didn't really know...any one say gang bang...lol..nah but no worries thou it didn't go down like that..I'm a classy person at times...lol well i adore this kid DAVE<3!....i wish you didn't live in Chicago and i in new york...boooohooooo...lol....he's so funny<3!

OOOo and as Stacy and i were running through the streets of Brooklyn trying to catch out train i lost my precious hat, it pretty much disappeared when we went back to look for it it was non existent ... so sad it matched my plugs....lol

let's just LOVE HARD<3!...LMFAO

Monday, March 2, 2009

buried myself alive....

ahh i remember when i was young when i was alive, vibrant.. it's funny how we grow out of things we thought would last with us forever... what happened.. why didn't we find each other.. do you believe we will ever find it... i wish our young selves met before the war but hopefully we'll meet in the end.. my darling Berthelomew

hahahaha.. i was so ghey<3!... maybe we do have to lose ourselves in order to find ourselves<3...........................

Look Down....

You could build a sunset with a pile of sticks and break my heart with it....... i think the best line ever<3!... Algernon is one of my favorite bands at the moment..... i'm going to take it all this time...

YAY for Snow Days<3!........ leaving us with a bang<3!.............

Sunday, March 1, 2009

such a fool....

I've just deleted my blog on accident...haha so sad my whole life is gone in a flash.. interesting.. it really makes you think.. well i guess it's time for a change you know out with the old and in with the new.. today is going to be a new day<3!....embrace it.....

Bob Marley was right if you inject the world with music this world would be a peaceful place...right on<3!.... there is so much music in the world and i want to taste and feel every last minute of it...Algernon Cadwallader takes over my life.... you could build a sunset out of sticks and break my heart with it....

Bob Marley

was right if you inject the world with music this world would be a peaceful place...right on<3!.... there is so much music in the world and i want to taste and feel every last minute of them.. Algernon Cadwallader takes over my life... you could build a sunset out of sticks and break my heart with it.................