Monday, April 9, 2007

i want to go back to sleep

I rushed all the way here to get to the lab and she isn't even here.. i think i might skip class and head to the city.....

omg DEREK just called... hahahahahahaahahhaha

Sunday, April 8, 2007

Meet me in Montauk

He called<33333333!

<3peace

Young Machetes

YAY! I got a PBA card.. thats pretty sweet.....

i'm hungry and enjoying my day off... i just hit my ol' trustie purp-pipelie ... had a little of left over weed... i need to get me some shit....blah

Oh my..... my mom's family is losing it all... my heart goes out to my aunt and cousins because aunt is going to drive herself crazy and them away from her.... it's soooo sad.... i hope she gets better....

you know what sucks that Spencers is asking me to choose them or hot topic.. thanx Jay.. you fuckin prick.. i enjoyed working at both... i was getting used to my one day a week at HT.. that blows but i told Lucy that i was going to stay with HT and her face was like 'omg whyyyy?'... everyone there wants me to stay and i want to stay... i'm stupid because spencers is basically bringing in my income... Lucy isn't all that bad, she was actually cool yesterday so i guess i've made a decision it's nothing personally but i'm going to leave HT.. i need money plus i heard that they are going to be firing all of us and hiring a whole new staff.... since we fail to show up when they call us to come in.. they have some nerve.. we don't make enough to jump when they ask us plus we have lives and other jobs because you wouldn't give us hours in the first place..... whatever.. i guess i should use this as my inspiration to put in my two weeks at HT.... whatever

oooh i met a boy last night well he comes in all the time at spencers.... he's cute i hope he calls so we could maybe chill or something.... just remember you make me do this......

<3peace

Friday, April 6, 2007

for you

ahhh another depressing entry i think i'm on a roll here.....

went down to brooklyn to do my taxes.. it started out horrible.. being rushed and yelled at in the morning doesnt really get anyone chipper for the day.. the Federal Part was easy and well done but the State was a different story.. everyone there were assholes except for this nice woman who actually wanted to do her job..thank you lady.. she came out with her calculator because she saw that i was in distress after having my intellegnece insulted by that stupid bitch behind the couter "don't you go to school" when i simply asked her if i filled out the right boxes.. what a bitch.. i was so angry that my face turned red and my eyes fluttered with tears..... OMG i wanted to climb over that counter and rip her throat where she stood..... it wasn't just her that was being inconsiderate of our needs.... i'm sorry lady that i didn't fucking take a class in IRS... i guess she heard me call her a bitch for insulting my intellegence in front of everyone that when i went back to her to give her my forms she was apologizing and changing her story around "no i was asking if you were in school".... riight bitch save it for someone who cares because you already added to my shitty day...... so once again i fucking owe the fucking stupid ass ungrateful motherfucking government.......

ooh and another thing i got another fucking ticket..... this time for parking i fucking hate my life..

Thursday, April 5, 2007

here's another one for you kid

i don't know what to do i'm so miserable...............

i wish i was fortune teller

yo this movie that i'm watching is pretty biazzare. i don't know if its becuase i'm sick but yo.. i want to know who they killed since they killed the wrong person... waiting waititng waiting and i still don't know who they killed... i really think they killed his daughter by mistake.... how horrible.... it was really curse on him..... well anyway

so sales associates are dropping like flies at Hot topic and spencers... omg i fuckin hate bob dylan i really do.. i fucking hate myself.. i really fucking do i really fucking do.. i wish i could you know just disappear........

Monday, April 2, 2007

Stone Free

Finally a time to reflect but not trully because my AIM lights are blinking like a time bomb about to explode in relief.....blah anywayz




So let's begin with Bloc Party....... AMAZING<3!.. at first we were a little turned off by the theatre since it was all runned down and the area it was in.... waiting outside for the show Lugie and I met a guy who was pretty chill he gave us his extra balcony tickets just in case we didn't like our SEATS..... yeah i said it SEATS.. this is the first time i've ever been to any show with seats so i guess its official.....Lugie and i went to a concert...our very first....hahaha so gay.. so the begining of our concert life we kept switching seats since our original seats were in row Z.... yeah but anyway it was so much fun.....For Albert Hammond Jr<3 we stayed in the balcony seats.. ahhh he was so amazing and i really have to invest in his cd but 15 bucks is a lot i know i can find somewhere cheaper....but if i have to i'll just pay the lousy 15 bucks..blah it's worth it.... So when bloc party came on for the first song we stayed up in the balcony but it was pretty gay so we went back downstairs and later ended up all the way in the front DANCING AND SINGING.. OOO MY GOD IT WAS SO MUCH FUN!.... we have to see them again and again.. i'm pretty mad that we missed them before but hey atleast we got to see them now.. so lugie suggests that we see them at a festival and i'm so down with that..... ahh it was so funny Kele came down into the crowd right next to lugie...so lugie put his arm around him and yelled Nigeria in his ear.. Kele laughed...hahahahahaha GOOD TIMES<3!... so i think i'm forming a little crush on Kele<3.. his skin is soooo soft.. hahahahaha im so gay...lol

I wish we could meet Kele and tell him how proud we are of him to be one of us.. you know coming from a culture that only accepts doctors and lawyers and being in a musical band that isn't targeted to Nigerian culture is a huge step plus A LOOOOT of heated agruments... Now we have bloc party and tv on the radio and next it'll be sibling duo Lugie and Abbie<3.... we can do this Lugie and then have a nigerian tour with those two bands oooo and have Sade as our opening act.....i can see it now...lol

okay BLOOD BROTHERS tonight<3!